It is weeks like this week that I realise just how important my little world on the interwebs is. It is nothing new to those who actually know me but I struggle to communicate in the typical verbal fashion and it drives everyone completely insane. I find it difficult to let people know how I am feeling, especially if those emotions show me being vulnerable and not in control. Being able to blurt out how I am feeling and to have friends comment, text or email to check how I am doing makes me feel loved and supported. Words of wisdom and comfort from friends have made this hellish week more tolerable and for that I am eternally grateful.
By writing here, I can be honest, not only with myself but with the rest of the world (even if there are people in the rest of the world who actually know me). I can show myself as I really am and if I am to continue to be truthful, it is liberating. The influence my life here has on my real world life is nothing but positive. I am finding that I am becoming more communicative and real.
Thank you interwebs for making me a better me and supporting me this week.