There is so much clutter in my head at the moment but I don’t know where to start.
It is a beautiful day, the sun is shining the sky is blue and yet I feel like crap. I am tired and listless and a little sniffly. The house looks like something has exploded in it. So much to do and yet no inclination to do anything.
Right about now, I would be happy if someone called to say ‘let’s go out’ but I don’t feel up to initiating pleasantries or organising food and activities (fortunately girl-child is happy making mess craft). Instead I will potter about the house, no doubt getting annoyed about what isn’t getting done. The spiral continues in its downward trend. Why is it that I can see it happening, I just don’t have the energy to do anything about it right now.
Must get over it, July is over, the headspace should be clearing. Hopefully I will wake up feeling better tomorrow.
